This Beautiful Mess

Recently I read This Beautiful Mess by Rick McKinley, pastor at Imago Dei in Portland. (A huge thanks to the lovely friend who purchased this off my wishlist for me!) I’ve been meaning to blog some thoughts from it for a while, and thanks to Kate’s prompting, that day is today.

McKinley’s book is a very readable, straightforward look at the kingdom message Jesus presented in the Gospels – and by straightforward I mean, he talks about what it would look like and how it would impact us if Jesus really meant the things he said. Things like, become like little children, or about not pulling out the weeds lest you pull out the wheat too.

One of the aspects that I found most challenging was thinking about how to become like little children. How can I learn from kids? Rick talks about how they are exploring this at Imago Dei through Learning Labs, and encourages us to think outside the box and allow children to teach us. Play with kids in the dirt and learn the basics again: God is big. God made worms.

“I think it announced, in the strongest terms possible, the revolution of Jesus – that it was here, authentic, costly, and worth everything. Every welt and lump and scar on Paul’s battered body announced the beautiful reality of the kingdom of God.”

Rick talks about this idea of strategic suffering, and its the other major thing that struck me. I go so far out of my way to avoid suffering if at all possible, but the disciples, and many modern day saints, are living lives of strategic suffering. What would it look like if I put your needs above my comfort? If I really stuck my neck out for you? I reckon my life would look a lot different to how it does now.

A few more quotes I like…

“When Jesus talked about the kingdom, He never talked about us building it or advancing it. Never. He said, “The kingdom is…” He simply invited His followers to see it, embrace it, believe in the unfading reality of it.”

“Relevance comes from relationship – it means we matter to someone, he or she matters to us, and we both know it.”

“We’re finding that the genius of the kingdom is nearly always in simplicity. We keep asking: What’s the need? And how can we meet it simply?”

“To be human is to live with loose ends, with people and in a world of loose ends, feeling you’ve been made for perfection but knowing you can’t get there on your own.”

Holly was reading this too… want to balance out my view?

Recently

A mix of things from the last few days:

  • My phone gave up the ghost today, and I had to go get a new one. Read: I manually had to transfer ALL my numbers from one phone to the other.
  • Vicariously attending Q through Scotts‘ liveblogging. This is one of the two conference that I really want to attend someday soon – take note!
  • Enjoyed spending Monday night talking with Holly over a bottle of wine. Deep chat.
  • Booked my flights to Uganda yesterday – leaving 24th June, back 11th August. Coffee morning at my house in N. Ireland on the 19th April if you’re around?
  • Managed to get to housegroup last night for the first time in two months.
  • Reading SEED magazine (HT: Ben)
  • Found this amazing project: ReCapture
  • Off to Sarah’s birthday celebrations later!

Faith With Doubts

“A faith without some doubts is like a human body without antibodies in it. People who blithely go through life too busy or indifferent to ask hard questions about why they believe as they do will find themselves defenseless against either the experience of tragedy or the probing questions of a smart skeptic.”

[Tim Keller]

HT: Scott

Pre-Term Dinner

On Saturday night a few friends came round to mine for some pizza, desserts and so on. I had a really lovely evening spending time with friends, being reminded that I have some of the most incredible friends around. There was one point I was kinda just sitting in a corner taking it all in: to my right, a conversation on missions and Eastern Europe/Russia; straight in front of me, a conversation that I didn’t understand about philosophy; to my left, Fran geeking out with my camera, and more general conversations.

In The Doorway

Reuben & Lyndsey

Fran Takes Pictures

Having Fran around allowed me some more freedom to play with the camera stuff. We tried some light painting: a lot of fun! We’re both taking some tripods and camera kit to Glencoe next weekend, and may have to do some more light painting experimentation!

Choose To Live

More images in this set on flickr.

Bloggers present: Holly, Fran, Lyndsey, Reuben.