So thought it was about time I posted properly. Was at work today for a few hours, not too busy but not too quiet either, which was nice. School has been the thing dominating my life at the minute, tis rather strange trying to get settled back into it when I feel like its time for someplace new.
Don’t know if that makes any sense to anyone… but it’s how I feel at the minute. It feels like i’ve been here for an eternity (well, I kinda have, i’ve been here all my life… it feels like i’ve been here longer than I actually have). I just want to get out there now. I want to travel, I want to see the world, I want to meet a guy, I want to experience new sights and sounds and smells and tastes… I want to do all the things I’ve dreamed of for so long.
Being back in school is a very strange feeling… I’m heavily involved in the Christian Union- and I love it- but I thought i’d feel more at home in it, more settled, than I do. Don’t get me wrong, I DO love being in CU, I love getting to encourage and equip and inspire my friends, but i still feel like it’s time for a change now, time for me to do something new.
And it’s a very strange place to be… caught between where I am, and where I want to be…