How come love and romance is never like it is in the movies? No matter how complicated it is in films, it always works out, the girl always gets the guy. How come it cant be like that in life, just once?

Why’s it always a struggle? Complicated? Why’s love never just… simple.

I want a guy who will love me the way I need to be loved, who will make me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world. Who will look after me, be affectionate with me, take the lead. Someone who will let me love them.

Where is that guy? And what happens when you thought you found him? Am i just supposed to forget about him entirely? Forget what it felt like to be with him… what it still feels like when i’m around him?

I see him so often, we hang out, we spend time together. It’s great. And at the same time, its heartbreaking. Because the more I am with him, the more I see of him, his character, his heart, his love for God… the more I want to be with him.